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Hey everyone! whats up out there in everyone's lives? I'm doing good! I have a job now and everyone better come visit me! I am now working at Ruby Tuesday's on Cedar Road, as a hostess so come and let me seat you at a table so you can enjoy a great dinner! haha School is going great, and church is fine we just had our youth christmas play last weekend and it was great i enjoyed it a lot! PRIDE is going well also and if anybody wants to come see us perform just let me know and i'll let you know when any upcoming shows are! I've been sorta busy lately and i'm sure it's about to get worst with work starting this week, so i guess we'll just have to see! Christmas is also right around the corner and i've done absolutely no shopping since i have no money! go figure! Everyone remember though, christmas isn't about the gifts or santa it's remembering that jesus christ was born on that day with a future to save us all! God bless everyone and i hope everyone has a safe holiday! I gotta go eat dinner now and work on some homework! Leave me messages and i'll try to back to you on them! Later!
@manda
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[23 Nov 2004|10:11pm] |
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Sorry, everyone yet again for being awhile on updating in here. I've been so busy with a lot of things coming up and happening. Also trying to look for a job right now, but can't really find one! Lately i've been hanging out with loryn gates a lot and all our pride friends just goofing off and having lots of fun. School is going good i'm passing my classes and im pretty much understanding everything. I'm not sure if the whole senior effect has hit me quite yet, but i'm sure it will soon...probably really hard. Darcy just started her new job tonight..haha mcd's! Yay...i'll have to come visit you sometime darc...and also to darc...we have a lot in common on things that have happened to us and how we feel about certain people and what we should do with them. I'm so sorry for all the things you have told me that you wish you would have done in the past and i dont' want to make those same mistakes, but i'm still holding back and i don't know why?! I don't want to be scared anymore just like you and i both are...i hope i can get past it and im sure you can too! I love you to death darc and you've always been there for me to vent to or to get advice from and you know i will be here for you no matter what you need to talk about, vent about, or just sit and stare while you think of something, just let me know and i'll be there! Well, im not sure what else to say except something to everyone...You must take risks to get what you want in life and you can't be scared of something until you've tried it!! (ok darc?) Well i'm off to bed..hope everyone is doing well! Gnight
@manda
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[04 Nov 2004|05:39pm] |
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Hey everyone! Time for me to update in here and plus i actually have time! Haha. Well i haven't been up to much, things are starting to slow down now cuz band is almost over! I'm excited for now but i have a feeling i'll be upset later on! Besides band i have pride and we are starting to perform more, we actually have a performance this saturday, nov. 6 at noon at oak grove if anyone wants to come watch us and then another one later on, which i'll let you know later! School is going pretty well, i'm passing all my classes and i have nothing to complain about, except for having a major distraction in my ap calculus class! Haha! If only it was easy to get rid of but its not! Also i'm single yet again...there must be something wrong with me! I mean i know im not gonna find my soul mate in high school or a forever lasting relationship...but sometimes it happens! I just see a lot of my friends with their "someone" and they are very happy and most of them have been together for awhile, and some people i see at school and they have been together forever it seems like! I am kinda jealous of people that can keep a relationship that long, cuz i seem to have problems doing that lately! And some people might take this as a chance to put their 2 cents in about my past actions...but i dont need your 2 cents or anything you have to say if you're gonna say something mean to me! Other than those people feel free to leave a message in here and i'll get back to you! By the way my schedule is starting to clear up like i said so if anyone wants to hang out anytime just im me one day or call me! I dont' have a cell at the time though but i'll be getting one soon (broke my other one)! lol! well off to study or read or whatever! Gnight everyone! Love always~@manda
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[20 Oct 2004|10:36pm] |
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Wow...it's been quite awhile! I've been really busy with a lot of things going on and trying to keep up with school as well! A lot has happened in this past month...some of it i regret some of it i wouldn't change for the world! My friends are great and i love them all! My love, mallory (haha), came home this past weekend and she visited me on monday after school! It was so great to see her again, i miss her and all the graduated seniors from last year, but it's coming to be my turn now!! Band is going good, i only have two more competitions left of my senior year!! (tear) As for school, it's going ok and pride is going great too! I also just started dance a couple of weeks ago and it's already hard...lol but my recital is in june if you want to go let me know and you can buy a ticket in like march or april to come see me dance!! yay!! Well, last but not least i have me a boy that im with, his name is brandon...it's been kind of a rough start but hopefully we'll work through this stuff!! I don't get to see him very often like i would if i was with someone from school, but i think that will just make the relationship better! I apologize again brandon for these past couple of days...i don't ever want to hurt you and i know you feel the same! Well, band season will be over in a couple of weeks and i'll be getting a job, but i should have some spare time here and there...so if you want to hang out let me know and we'll work something out!! Oh...i forgot something, me and loryn gates have been becoming really close in the past few weeks and I LOVE IT!! she is one of the greatest people out there and i hope we stay this close for a long time,(if you read this loryn)! Also, candice and jordo, i love you girls very much and you two have made this senior year a great one! I will miss you very much when the season is over, but i hope to keep talking to you two and us hang out still throughout the year! Good luck the both of you with nathan and butch!! SAX CHICKS 4 LIFE!! (thats to all previous, present and future girl members of the saxophone section) haha! Love you all! later
@manda
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amanda marie baker does not know how to update her journal like a normal person. therefore i am taking it upon myself to complete this duty for her. amanda has had a busy schedule lately, i give her that, however, dont you agree with me that she should at least drop all of us adoring readers a line every week or so? this is just RIDICULOUS. if you have the same passionate feelings as i do concerning amanda's journal, please, feel free to comment.
love, duh's numero uno fan,
darcy kyle. (brenda, kiki, that weird orange haired girl, etc.)
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Hey everybody, sorry it's been awhile again...i've been quite busy with everything starting like pride, band, school, going to church on sundays and wednesdays(which rock!!) and lots of other things. The first 2 weeks of school were alright, but senioritis is already starting to kick in, i don't want to do any work. I'm doing alright in all my classes so far! I've had lots of fun with my friends doing anything imaginable, and being stupid sometimes, and hanging out at billy's with possible. Well, today i had school then the regular band practice from 4-6, then afterwards i met my parents at outback with my grandpa to celebrate their wedding anniversary! After getting really full there and chattin with them, i left to go see my church play softball at Franklin field and i didn't get to see the end of the first game cuz it went over,..but i think we did alright from what i know so far, not sure?! Then i left and took darcy and her friend Kelsea home, kelsea's really funny just like darcy! Lol, we had to explain all the messages with all of mine and darcy's songs fun stuff! Also, Darcy, how bad do you think of what i did, that i only told you about?? if you know what im talking about, if not ask and i'll clarify! Well, i got homework so i'll talk on this later! Bye
@manda
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Well, sorry it's been awhile since i've written in here. I have been really busy with a lot of things such as school starting and band! I've been checking my responses to some of my journals, and i want to think everybody for their input on the journal about the guys. As of now neither of them are part of my want to be with guys...but they are still two great guys as friends! I think that I just want to have an awesome senior year and have fun. I want to be able to hang out with a lot of people and do crazy stuff. However, if i found that one guy that makes me sooo happy and i want to be with, then yeah maybe i'll try a relationship with him. As for my so called "Mr. Right" I don't know about him, he's really strange sometimes! It's like he picks when he talks to me at times and when he doesn't. I wish even if he wasn't interested in me that he actually told me and kept talking to me though. All I ever wanted was a chance, in hopes that it would work out, but then something happened! I don't know how to explain it but i still want the one chance with "mr. right". I'm just confused and i need to stop thinking about it for now and just focus on school and work on trying to graduate! School has been going well other than this and i have my first official pride practice on monday...yay! Well im really tired after our first football game against maury, whom we beat!!! Yay! Well, im outta here i'll talk to everyone later...gnight! Love always~@manda
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I just got home from the 3rd day of band camp and it's been one long week, two more days to go, yay!!! Well, as for all my confusion from 2 entries ago, i'm just gonna sit back and see what happens, i'm not going to push anything i'm just gonna try and be myself. Isn't that the way everyone should be around other people, especially people they like? lol Also, I got my schedule and here it is...let me know if we have any classes together...
Sem 1:
Bell 1:Marine Bio.-Schulz
Bell 2:Band A/Hnrs GovtB-Enloe/Gower
Bell 3:AP Calc.AB-Gambill
Bell 4:Hnrs English-Heckler
Sem 2:
Bell 1:Ed. Intern-Laumann
Bell 2:Same
Bell 3:nothing at the moment gotta fix
Bell 4:AP Calc. BC-Gambill
Well, i'm outta here i guess i'll talk to you guys later! love ya bye!
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WEll, today i had my first day of band camp! Whoop whoop! lol. It was from 8 30 to 6, so long, and so hot. That was followed by a 2 hour practice with Pride which was better cuz it was more fun! Then at the end of practice we elected Dance captins for this year! Well Heather won the first one and then for the 2nd one me and corrie tied! So Billy asked us if we wanted to talk about it or we wanted him to break the tie! So corrie said we'd talk about it and we did...she was so nice and told me to have it! Corrie if you read this, Thanks a lot that means a lot to me that you would choose me when you could have picked yourself! Maybe you can have it next year! You are such a great person with a great attitude towards everyone on the team! I love you! And also darcy, corrie and me showed billy our idea for a Mellowdrama! It was mainly darcy's idea but me and corrie threw some stuff in there...lol! By the way darc, it was a great idea for the skit and i love it, you are so very talented! Well billy liked it thank gosh so now we have to work it with the team! Also Becky from pride came for the last time tonight...tear...we'll all miss her cuz she's going to college in INDIANA! So sad, but she's coming back to visit! Well, im gonna go work on some summer reading cuz i need to finish it! AHHHHH...Also Corrie if you see this sorry for getting you into trouble with your mama about me driving you the other day...but i still had fun with you and darc in the rain even though it was a lil disgusting guys! But hey it was fun, too bad we didn't have a camera to take a pic of our nasty looking wet selves! Lol, love you girls! Night!
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There will always be this one person that gets to you, right? the one that you cant get your mind off of even when just listening to the radio, the one that seriously takes your breath away just by speaking to you, the one that makes you melt just when they look at you, the one that you dream about sometimes, and the one that just seems so perfect?? Well, if they are everything that makes you happy and everything you could want, why can't you have them? i don't understand! And then what if there was someone else you could have, but you just cant see past that one...WHATEVER! HELP! I need someone with some advice to listen to, and i promise to listen to anyone! And if you know you are one of these people then give that person that likes you a chance, maybe it'll be worth wild and they'll actually be something you didn't expect. Just think about it! Thanks....now im tired and need to go to bed for church tomorrow morning...Leave some advice please!
All my love,
@manda
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Church this morning, wal-mart with darcy, then to my house with her and corrie! Next to billy's for a long conversation about pride stuff...but fun! I also learned the difference between love and lust today at church and how to tell what i feel about something...whether i love it or just lust for it (while darcy laughs at me, it's cool i still luv ya girl) And Darc, i'll try my best and give it all i can to "move" like you dared me to, but i can't really help the result?! Thanks for the confidence you put in me and the advice you've given me, it's helped a lot! Well, tired and i have to babysit tomorrow from 8-4 then back to band! Dinner after band??? 9ish?? Anyone?? lol
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Sorry, it's been a day or two since i wrote in here...oh well! Today the hurricane went through here and basically it just rained a lot and the winde blew hard...not too bad! But the day started out good cuz me and my parents went out shopping and i got lots of clothes for school that starts in only 3 weeks...ahhh! Then mallory came by to give me my belated b-day gift, but it's cool cuz i love her! She stayed and talked for a lil bit then left, sad. Then i went to billy's to hang out and we watched the olympics, we as in me, billy, marcie, micah, donnie, and t. fun fun! Now im really tired and should get to bed so i can get up for church in the morning, so i'll write more later! Gnight!
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I just got home from work, thank goodness only 2 more days there! And i'm about to go watch summer for a couple of hours then lovely band again for 2 and half hours! But after that i get to go to my grandpa's to celebrate his birthday that is really tomorrow but we are having cake so it's cool...lol. There's nothing to do here, I need someone to call me up so we can go hang out, cuz everytime i call people they are always busy so i give up...lol! So if you read this and want to hang out give me a call! HaHa...jenny (booty call). Well i gotta go get stuff together im outta here!
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Yeah, i just got back from billy's house celebrating his birthday! Always fun at his house even if you don't do anything...lol! Not many people were there, just donnie(a whole other story) and t( a whole other weird story) but i still love them and the rest of the pride people whether their gone or still here! Anyways, I'm just sitting around being bored and talking to micah! Tomorrow is going to be a busy day for me so i'll try to put something in here but i dunno! I still have lots of work to do before this summer is over...oh no...Well i don't know what else to say but if you want to hang out sometime just give me a call or IM me! Love ya!
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Hey everybody! I just got back from lovely band practice...so boring! Other than that all i did today was work, wahoo! And if you don't already know, i have the most boring job in the world, but only 3 more days there! However i'm still gonna be busy with summer assignments that have to be done by the time school starts or earlier...uh oh! Well, i better get going and work on something or do something productive, lol! Talk to ya'll later!
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Well, this is my first entry! And i hope as i get this going everybody will enjoy. I just returned last night from michigan and it was fun besides the fact of being in that stinky van for 40 hours! All the people with me were great though and we all ended up wtih some great memories and even nicknames, Darcy (brenda, kiki, Mrs. KKK, etc) and Corrie cussed..omg..it was hilarious! So many other things but i guess you'll just have to ask me about it! Well I'm off to get some sleep but i'll keep this as up to date as possible!
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